malignant me

2011-12-08T14:00:00.001+08:00

I'm tired of people throwing tantrums at me

Parent and Friends

They all the same

No one ask me how i felt

Cos all they concern how they felt

Bye all.

Hope to see you soon

xoxo,

Fann Shakebutt

2011-04-24T23:22:00.001+08:00

It's something you mean it.

2011-04-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

11 April 2011

Girlpren! <3

2011-04-10T17:56:00.001+08:00

Somehow i feel like postpone it to next month.

Due to not the right time.

But.

I feel so sad because i was looking forward.

2011-04-02T20:13:00.002+08:00

I'm lonely.

I got no one in my family to back me up.

They look down on me.

I got 'N' Level Only.

I went ITE.

Not working.

Rotting.

Well, younger brother is much smarter.

Fuck everyone.

Low self esteem mode.

P.S Nobody knows and nobody cared. I'm alone. I got no one.

2011-04-02T16:00:00.000+08:00

Girl here

2011-03-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

Hidup takmo menyusahkan orang.

Mati sudah.

2011-03-13T01:15:00.002+08:00

"I never fall in love

And Then there was you

And I don't want to be a player no more "

" Id never fall in love

Then I met you

Girl you changed my mind "

The song said everything.

To you

2011-03-08T00:30:00.002+08:00

I swear to Allah, that this girl is super sweet.

She's the one who catch me when i fall.

The one that i look up for.

The one i shared my sadness and my happiness.

She's already part of my life.

And i don't want to lose her at all.

Thanks for making me felt important after so long.

I love you my friend, Amellina Dean.

I'm always be here for you.

InsyaAllah kita kawan di dunia sampai akhirat.

Amin.

P.S If any guys gonna hurt her, i gonna cut your dick into million pieces. (And i didn't mean the part i cut the dick into million pieces. I IS SCARED!) :D

Rephrase,

P.S If any guys gonna hurt her i make sure i curse you. Hmph! Blueeekkk!!! (Effort was there! HEHE)

2011-03-07T12:17:00.002+08:00

Powerhouse with S.S.F last 2 Saturday with Shu.

Last Saturday Rebel with Diyy, Along and friends.

Exam on Tuesday.

Let's mugging.

2011-03-04T03:06:00.002+08:00

I got no one to call at the middle of the night.

I got only you in my mind.

But things change.

I Miss You, Buddy.

These the 2nd time i need you the most.

P.S I hate the feeling of in secured.

2011-02-26T13:08:00.000+08:00

I swear i feel like punching my brother.

KNNCCB!

2011-02-25T11:10:00.001+08:00

There's so many things in my mind.

I hope nothing will change.

For goodness sake, PLEASE.

2011-02-19T11:39:00.002+08:00

"Relationship is just a status. What matter the most is the heart."

I don't feel the need of me asking you to be mine.

Deep down I felt that you already mine.

I know you felt the same way too.

2011-02-10T14:44:00.002+08:00

Powerhouse with SSF.

Enjoy it alot. Thanks ladies. :)

A night not to forget ;)

2011-01-30T16:02:00.003+08:00

Sunday morning rain is pouring

With cold weather what's the best thing to eat?

I want breakfast on bed!

Let see who be the breakfast.

;)

2011-01-30T13:17:00.002+08:00

Literally had no plan.

Walked around Bugis with Diyy.

We met Ayu and gang and Along.

Continue walking around Bugis.

But day still awesome.

2011-01-24T06:54:00.001+08:00

Thursday!

Play with the usual.

We called ourselves as S.S.F

Maybe, it's a start of a new chapter in life.

;)

2011-01-18T11:07:00.001+08:00

"Oh-oh baby want some more baby?
I love the way you do it 'cuz you do it so crazy
I'm countin' down so turn around
5,4,3,2,1 gotta make that booty go"

I LOIKE! :D

So hot that I love them grr!

2011-01-17T01:39:00.003+08:00

After so long it gave me a wake up call for a moment.

"Setitik arak tidak sah amalan agama untuk 44 hari!"

Astaghfirullah.

2011-01-16T23:53:00.002+08:00

I cried after keeping it for 6 months.

I felt a little relieve.

I know there someone out there still crying.

Cheer up you.

"Cos every little things gonna be alright" - Bob Marley kata!

Heads up Diyy! Even though i don't know what you going through now.

I hope you gonna be alright okay.

Remember, i'm here to care and listen.

*hugs*

Nak kiss?!! HAHA

P.S I still hold grudges. I won't let go that easily. I remind you!

2011-01-11T01:57:00.003+08:00

I swear i had the best laughed today.

I love Girlfriends & BabyGirls.

Aww.

2011-01-10T01:26:00.003+08:00

I'm so stress that my hair colour is still the same!

Urgh!

Anyway, i enjoy it.

Hehe!

2011-01-07T16:41:00.002+08:00

Play!

The last Club i'm going before school start.

Few more days to school reopens. Ahh.

I'm not looking forward.

But, I just wanna graduate. Heh!

2011-01-06T00:10:00.003+08:00

What are we?Friends? Date? Fling? Couple?Who am i to you?
kau ibarat terperangkap di dalam hutan.tak tau mana arah untuk kau menunju.

2011-01-05T00:39:00.003+08:00

Watching Little Fockers with Mel was awesome.

The movie was funny.

I laughed because the lady next 2 seats to me was alone was laughing like nobody business.

Jessica Alba is HOT!

Went Shanghai Dolly with Mel, Sani and Zul.

Chill by the bay with them and Berry and a friend.

The whole day was awesome.

Yes, Stress-free.

2011-01-04T00:20:00.002+08:00

I don't even know whether should i make it official but oh well here it goes,

Dear Club, I'm on Hiatus. My Girlfriends are nagging to focus on studies.

Goodbye Powerhouse. Goodbye Play. Goodbye Butter Fact.

Goodbye DJ. Goodbye Dancefloor. Goodbye Disco Ball.

Goodbye Tiesto. Goodbye David Guetta. Goodbye Afrojack.

Goodbye Clubbers.

I'll be back after 3 months.

P.S I still want to go Azuccar. Last!

Back Blogging

2010-11-30T01:40:00.003+08:00

Just lose it! Fann back blogging! AHH AHH AHH!! :D

2010-06-02T13:07:00.002+08:00

F*CK LOVE

Nobody can change this mind set of mine

Nobody can even unseal my heart

This is it.

My decision and i know i won't regret.

And yes,

I'm in a very freaking ego mood

F*CK LOVE

I HATE LOVE!

2010-05-22T13:44:00.003+08:00

I just need somebody to love

A friend ask me why am i still single for quite sometime

I answer i waiting for that special someone from sky

drop to earth ask me to be theirs

Hahaha!!!

Awesome!

P.S To me, you still a pussy. <3

2010-05-19T00:58:00.002+08:00

I DON'T CARE NO MORE.

Others are upgrading

You are downgrading

You made shame

Others cover their shame

People made mistake

But you will never realize yours

I made mistake

But now, i realize

Too bad i didn't regret

I took it well

Put it in my mind and heart

Telling myself this,

" Life Lesson"

I didn't regret

because I've learnt.

No point regretting

Things happen

Move on and be Happy

I learnt about my pass

but live for my future.

I CARE ABOUT YOU

BUT

NOT ANYMORE

By looking at you just now

I learnt 1 thing

I want to know more about life

You,

DON'T.

P.S Take care of yourselves pussy. I've taken mine. :) <3

2010-05-13T01:19:00.001+08:00

There's gonna be a new show

I'm loving it

Call me

I'll be there with Popcorn to watch it happen!

*smirk*

2010-05-10T02:27:00.001+08:00

One of this week you will be mine

and

I'm forever yours

Life Partner

2010-05-09T01:13:00.002+08:00

It so hard to understand the ones that you love

-From some friend on her facebook status

Now you people start to feeling me!

I told ya it's not easy

But!

Still insist force me to do it.

See now what happen!

Gave me the same reason that i gave.

Aiya!

Banyak susah!

And can i don't go work? I'm tired! :D Hehe

2010-05-06T09:55:00.002+08:00

It seems that 1 by 1
Is falling out of love
The best thing to do is
To cheer them up and
Say everything gonna be fine
While you yourselves hoping its gonna be fine.

Life is a Lie
We all here are just
BIG TIME LIAR.

2010-05-05T00:44:00.001+08:00

I meant what i say/sang

2010-05-03T00:55:00.004+08:00

I'm fucking piss off with myself

I'm fucking piss off with everyone

I'm fucking piss off with stupid memories of all the people i trust

I'm fucking piss off with YOU

I swear i felt like punching each and everyone of your face

If i could i would love to punch your face first

You fucking piss me off right now

Don't tell me you did nothing

You did something

WTF! You didn't tell me

You fucking shit head

I realized there's no meaning anymore

Whatever it is SCREW YOUR FUCKING LIFE!

I can be gentle

BUT YOU!

Cross my fucking limits!

SHITHEAD!!!

I'm fucking piss with myself

Cos' i'm fucking having PMS!

And last i'm fucking hate memories!

Fucking memories!!

Erase all that stupid shit!

Urgh!

FUCKING GOODBYE!

P.S I felt relieve but still i fucking wanna punch someone till knockout!

2010-05-02T02:05:00.001+08:00

If i knew this would happen

I won't go far

and ignore your stupid shits!

2010-04-30T01:10:00.003+08:00

Some people just doesn't deserve

The part of me

Fuck Off!

2010-04-29T01:39:00.002+08:00

You always count me out

I always wait for you to count me in

No matter how evil can i be

I'm always have a good side of me.

2010-04-28T08:41:00.002+08:00

Seriously,

You disgust me a lot!

I don't even want to know

who you are now

GET OFF!!

P.S Sexy from her head to toe. I want it all. :)

2010-04-24T01:26:00.001+08:00

I never meet you before

But i can't stop falling in love with you,

BALI

I swear i wanna go BALI!!! :D

2010-04-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

It's not single and mingle.

It's

Lazy to Mingle

Happy to be Single.

2010-04-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

" I know you want me. You know want cha. "

;)

2010-04-22T00:03:00.001+08:00

The stress-ness of a broken heart is much better than the stress of going work and not doing the things you like!

2010-04-19T08:45:00.002+08:00

Not the one that i Fantasize so...
Shoo shoo

No more Fantasy
Not the one i Fantasize
Cos things change
And
Don't come back
Cos you are changing.

Im not naughty. Im not bad. Im just pure evil. You don't knw me much honey. :)

2010-04-18T00:47:00.002+08:00

If you are tired walking searching for me,
just dial that 8 numbers on your cell and ask where i am ok baby? :)

2010-04-16T00:49:00.005+08:00

Face the fact drop your ego.

I won't look back.

Because you weren't like that.

Bring out the white flag

To show you are not dead

C'mon just look back

Think what you have act

Fate fell short this time

Your smile fades in the summer

Place your hand in mine

I'll leave when i wanna

P.S If ever Blogger have like button i would love to click "Like". Hahaha!! Got it from somewhere. :)

2010-04-15T00:58:00.003+08:00

You know what the feeling baby? Now you know baby? You wanna know why? Cos you feeling me baby. ^^

Shall start trusting myself and be selfish. My Ego slap me very hard.

2010-04-13T01:20:00.004+08:00

That thing that i feel like breaking it. Can i? Pretty please!! Haha! :)

Jangan Cinta bilang Benci
Jangan Sayang Bilang Marah
Jangan mendustai hati bila engkau memang suka!
Haha!! Awesome

Treasure the people that love you
Cos they will treasure and love you no matter what :)
- Ace

I felt like a fucking idiot! -_-

Enjoy Life = Friends, Foods and Fan!! Haha

Thank You for being such a pain. -A book about handling difficult people and situation. Work wise! Awesome!!
Aku baca buku!! Surprise tak? Haha

2010-04-12T08:31:00.002+08:00

The reason is, you never give yourselves and others a chance thats why you end up haywire.

2010-04-11T11:10:00.003+08:00

I used to be someone Happy Pill but now i'm everyone happy pills. If i'm everyone Happy Pills, who is my happy pill? I'm in a search of my happy pill. :)

It been 1 hour i still can't get through the other hole! Ishk!

Today i wake up with a heartbreak. Till now i don't knw the reason! Haha!

2010-04-10T01:12:00.002+08:00

Today, i travel the whole Singapore!

City Hall, Town, Harbour Front, Sentosa, Farrer Park, Aljunied, Tampines

and Last

Home Sweet HOME!

Then, today i laugh so hard at people surrounding me!

The best!

A lady was rushing to cross road with her heels.

*CRACK*

1 of her heel broke and have the gut to take it back

and

continue running!

Hahaha!!

Stupid!

And today,

I laugh over a small thing

1st the name was funny

2nd description of her face

Last, AKU NAK MATAER DGN HINDUSTAN!

Hahaha!!!

I'm tired and i tend to crap.

But i'm loving it! DUH! "\m/"(Meh ajar!)

Awesome.

Bye!

2010-04-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

The people who hear about it about to cry but the 1 who going through it, you will never knw how much they felt broken into pieces.

2010-04-08T11:07:00.002+08:00

Pecah hati, pecah diri apa dapat? Gang! Kalau yer pon kau patah hati, tkya la buat kerja bodoh pls? Just because kau patah hati kau nk kecoh2 kn diri by minum, mabuk, sober bsk bgn problem was still there the ache was still there. Apa ny gang? Fikir la gang kte smua syg kau sey. Kau takmo nk merepek by enjoy life kne minum. Aku pn enjoy life. Tak minum pn.

Kau ny, fikir la betul2 sebelum buat. Kte paham kau ada kawan yg luar. Kau kata influence? Dorg minum asl kau tkle minum? The choices kau yg buat. Tapi lau kau pk btol2 n maturely kau tau apa yg btol and salah pe. Tkde kawan paksa kau minum lau dia tau kau tk minum. Lau kawan cm g2 kau ada, takecare makin pecah hidup kau.

Kte bkn apa la. Mmg btol la hidup kau, kau yg tentukn pe. Kau nya pasal apa kau nk buat. Cuma nk reminder je there kwn mcm kte maseh care psl kau. Tapi lau kau nk stick to that way still, go ahead la. Tak psl. Tapi 1 thing. Jgn regret apa kau uat. Kau tkmo dtg kt kte regretting. Kte da bgs nasihatkn. But kau degil. Kau rasanya lps ny kau nk benci aku, tu up to kau kay. Aku dan yg læn try to give kau wake up call. But ya, nvm. All the best in life dude. :)

2010-04-08T10:46:00.002+08:00

i hope to see you today! :)

2010-04-05T10:30:00.002+08:00

Somehow in someway i feel much better came back from holiday.

Eventhough i have to solve 1 damn problem. But its okay. Cos now important enjoy! Haha.

Im walking away from all my problems. :)

Life. Love. Lust. Live with it. In love with it. I'm proud of it. :)

2010-04-01T15:59:00.003+08:00

For you who hack my msn,
Last warning prangai takmo mcm sial. Kalau kau tak suka aku boleh bbl by hacking to my account and nak step buat baik dgn member aku lepas tu maki dorg lepas tu kau bodoh2kn dorg takde maksud kay. Kau nk blow up hidup aku kn. Kau da blow up skg by smua tk trust aku. Kau happy kn? Aku tau. Tapi aku ny warning aku, aku dpt tau sapa kau, kau jaga. Kau tkmo nak jaD mana nya besar kay. Ada cara dtg kat aku bbl. Kau tkmo nk jaD penakut uh.

Ny mayB klakar pada kau tapi ny bkn cara nak April Fool. Ada cara own up.Better kau own up sblm aku dpt tau. Ny sumpah tak klakar. Pk uh! Kalau kau in aku nya position apa kau rasa. Kau bodoh pe sia? Tapi 1 thing uh, bæk uh. Cara kau bbl dgn kwn aku btol2 mcm aku. Tak klakar k pantat! Bæk kau own up aku kata kay.

To all my frens,
I swear thats nt me who type all the nonsense. Im sry 4 all those nonsense. If its me, i wnt be here apologizing. Cos u guys should knw me very well. I knw sumhw u guys still cant trust me. But i cant do anytg much nw. All im doin nw is finding who that fucking jerk is. Im sure 1 of these days im gonna find out kay. Sorry for all the problems. Thanks for work things out with me.

To you jerk! You spoilt everytg even my day! Asshole!

2010-03-31T13:52:00.002+08:00

I was deleting msgs in the old phone to gave it to Dan. I was reading a msg that made me smile.

"No problem baby. Thanks 4 sending me home. (: ever since you came into my life, you made me super happy everyday. Heh. And thanks for layanning my crazyness today. Hahaha. Baby reach hme safely k syg. I love you too. (: suruh uncle tu becareful cause its my baby he's bringing. Hehe."

How sweet and cute that moment is. I wont forget. People said we look cute together. When i told them what we did together everybody was like, " cute pe korang! " Bt what past is the past. I wnt deny that i miss you. But things change nw 4 a reason. Tc. Whatever it is, im always here 4 u if u need any help. :)

Your Turtle,
Fan. :)

2010-03-31T01:41:00.002+08:00

Baca Facebook status orang buat aku berperasaan begini,
Kadang2 aku baca macam nak ketawa.

Kadang2 aku baca macam kecian plak kn.

Kadang2 aku baca macam bingit jer.

Kadang2 aku baca macam sedih plak.

Kadang2 aku baca macam buat aku senyum.

Senang kata kay people,

I can have whatever i like. You can go wherever you like. We can do anywhere we like.*kening up tongue out* hehe

Sumpah nowadays banyak org relationship problem. Kecian ada, sedeh ada, padan muka ada yg cam big F**K pn ada tapi apa nak buat. Ada up ada down. What goes up must come down. What goes around comes around. Believe in Karma. Yes!

Sentiasa standard aku dgn Utt tukang solve the problem. Balik2 word paling boring, Be Strong! hahaha! Sumpah, the more aku dgr the more aku boleh nangis. Jap! Sekarang tak dulu yes! :D Haha! Sekarang Chill Pill smoke weed we party enjoy single life. Haha!

Untuk yg tgh perang dunia ketiga empat lime tu, cinta tepuk dgn 2 tgn. 1 tangan tk tepuk, tepuk pakai tangan sendiri okay. Haha! Tak la. Kalau rasa reason dia tu macam useless, tinggalkan sudah okay. Sengsara buat apa? Sakit kn hati? Tglkn okay. Mmg susah tapi ny smua takes time baby! :) Tapi untuk yg buat salah, lesson learnt untuk aku cakap sorry satu atau 2 kali da cukup. Byk kali irritating. So ckp sorry siap explaination. Kalau telephone tk angkat, sms. Sms dia boleh baca phone takecare kalau kau call 10 kali the last dia pick dia jerit, "JGN KACAU AKU LAGI!" tu part lupakan. So call 2 atau 3 kali tk agkt, msg. Igt ckp sorry jgn byk kali. Tips tu tips.

Untuk yg da putus, chill pill la baby! Aku ada buat apa? Ajak la keluar date! Haha! Tkde la. Life enjoy okay. Ada kawan buat apa? Bukan utk buat pakai kay. Kawan tu la kau nyer best solution untuk stress free and laughing free. Haha! Cam aku, enjoy life. Look foward sia everyday. Chill Pill. Takmo sedeh2 okay. Aku tau mesti la sedeh another half hilg mana tak sedeh. Aku pn sedeh. But move on. Pelan2 kayuh. Haha! Tapi jgn jaD bodo kay buat benda bodoh putus cinta. Satu example la yg laen korg sndrik tau kay, potong tgn tu smua. Tak bagus sey! Korg buat benda bodo, besok ttp hati maseh sakit. Bodoh kn? Haha! So chill pill, ada kawan keluar enjoy tapi jgn la bodoh buat kerja kay. Please la. Tu part, Get a life sia! Zaman tu dabes!

Untuk yg sekarang tgh happy couple, Congrats kay! Jaga dia baik2 dok. Ada masa kena tegas ada masa kne relax. Rship kne ada trust. No trust no rship baby! Betol, lesson learnt. 1 thing, jgn control rabak sgt kay. Ada masa kn relax jugak. Member pn ada life sia. Tapi 1 thing is, dlm relatonship not all honesty partner kau boleh accept. Kalau bilg salah, kalau tk bilg pn salah. So kadang2 kau diam jer. Biarkn. So korang yg best bercinta take care okay. Bercinta pn bercinta lau ada kwn yg single aku ada okay. Hehe!

Untuk diri aku sendiri, Chill Pill this week enjoy to the max okay. Carik kerja cepat untuk big event coming up. Move on pelan2 kayuh lama2 okay baby. Tak salah untuk rindu tapi ada limit. Tak salah kalau masih sayang tapi mesti mau hilg. Tak sekarang soon pn okay. Da salah buat hal salah. Tkmo byk cakap. Takya nk regret2 pasal waste time. Tahu niat baik dan ikhlas da sudah kay Fan. Ada org pandang lain bila niat tu baik. Tapi apa2 jaD, lesson learnt. Jgn repeat untuk future. Da tau salah dan betol ny lesson untuk life. Chill Pill baru nak masuk 20 ada masih byk kne blaja untuk hidup. Hidup ada betol dan salah. Yg salah, pengajaran kay Fan. Hidup mahu happy. Da besar da kau Fan, wake up call. Ada kala mesti mahu mature ada tym childhood deprieved kay. Carik replacement not now tapi yang sponsor diri okay jugak. Tak salah buat kawan kn. :) Tapi main thing beli glue gajah, kutip kaca yg da pecah pasang balik jadikan hati sempurna balik. To the main thing. Life is short and life is unfair. But what to do, with no problems all human are heartless. Haha!

Ok dah aku happy type nari. Tak paham tutup tkya comment! hahaha

2010-03-29T04:03:00.002+08:00

1 couple, 2 person, different world, different standard, different thinking can lead to misunderstanding.

If you have a chance, please do watch it. There's difference between us but somehow it doesn't matter. If they can, why not us? But. Nevermind.

Let's prepare for the worst Fan! It's the time now.

2010-03-26T01:41:00.002+08:00

I have a good feeling of it but i just doesn't want say it because i don't want things get worst.

All i want to do us to run away from everybody.

Thank You

2010-03-23T01:46:00.002+08:00

All i know that, You Hate Me.

All i know that, I Miss You.

When we 1st start falling for each other, i told you that if you miss me listen to this song when i'm away to M'sia. Now, i'm listening to this song because i miss you so much. I really do.

I Miss You

I Love You

I Want You

I Need You

Goodnight Love.

P.S Even though it's hurtful knowing it but it something i won't forget that you will ever said to me. Hating me.

2010-03-07T02:30:00.003+08:00

Dear God,

If you taking my soul today and forever i want to tell that person that i love you so much and there no others than you. I apologise for all my mistake. I just wanna be ur best gf ever. I will always be there for you no matter what happen through think n thin.

I also wanna apologise to my family for me acting the way im not suppose to act. I dont like being in this position. I need a life too. But as a daughter and a sister i know my responsibilities. I just want to do it my own way. I apologise for everything and i love my family.

To my friends, i apologise for everything. You guys play vv good part in my life. :)

Nite everyone

2010-03-07T02:25:00.002+08:00

At this moment, i wanna run away and be alone. I realize every single thing i do is wrong. I apologise so much. If i know, i shouldn't have told you. I did because i don't want hide things from you. I love you.

Sometime, i just wanna die. I wanna know who will be the one crying and then live back.

2010-01-06T04:48:00.001+08:00

I'm too happy for everything. Sometimes i didn't even realize that i need a good rest to keep myself energetic. Goodnight/morning love. :)

2010-01-02T14:23:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year to all. Yeah it's 2010 already! And shit i'm gonna turn 20 this year. The number 2 is not that really nice you see. Hehe! So anyway, have a good year ya'll. I hope mine gonna be alright and just fine with extra smiles and laughs. :)

This time round my countdown with my fabulous floorball mates and friends. Well, it was kinda happening celebrating with them even though only some of us left there. Well, i think there's gonna be another outing again with them. Hehe!! Pictures will upload soon. All pictures at Nana's Camera. So yeah it was fun bbq here and there very kecoh but i like. Hehe!

Well here some pictures some of the days out to somewhere. Haha! So many la okay. :D

More to be updates! Hehe!!! Have a good new year start. :)

P.S With you, everything gonna be alright. :)

2009-12-22T01:46:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU!!

2009-12-14T20:46:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not updating because too much having fun here and there. Hehe! Life now are much better than before. You know i know ppl donno okay so ssshhh.. Haha! So yar, got nothing much to update. Hahaha!! Ok bye peeps tc~! Before i leave ehkk....

Give me the Greenlight
Give me just one night
I'm ready to go right now~!!

P.S Sexylove turn me on * take the remote control press on button* hehe

2009-11-19T03:30:00.003+08:00

MY FRIENDS AND COUSINS ARE LIKE MY PART TIME FLINGS!!

I was burning some string okay..

I love being this way! :)

2009-11-13T15:48:00.002+08:00

Rainy day = sleepy mood. I'm super sleepy right now. Feel like sleeping. But i'm now at Esplanade library with Dan. Accompany him to interview work later. Thanks to him if not i think i will be at home now sleeping and rotting didnt bother to go to school. Hehehe!!! 2nd warning letter is out. Shit!! I cant skip school no more. Some classmate receive the warning letter already. I received the 1st bt not 2nd. Hopefully i wont la okay.

Next, hmm. I need a holiday seriously!! I'm tired of everything. School, chicken n everything la. Life is fun bt bored w/o chicken. Hahaha! U dont knw wad i'm talking but i know. Hahaha!! Bt i need a holiday. I wanna go Genting or any island with nice view, beaches n chicken!! Hahaha!!! Bt i wanna go with friends that made my holiday wonderful. Hehe!! Or any chicken wanna accompany also can. U're welcome to my holiday list. Heehe!!!

Ok i'm bored and i'm having a wonderful week. Hope i guys too okay. :)

p.s Im playing ur game bby, u so gonna play my game. Heh!

2009-11-10T01:19:00.006+08:00

I know it been long i last post. Hahaha! I busy la baby oii! Hahaha!! *jeng jeng jeng* Okay I update what i've been up too recently. :) Pictures up babeh!

Jatoh, cnferm mampos!! Haha

We are drenched and this how our hair look!!

Oh yar, we went Henderson Wave during Rainy day.

After the Henderson Wave, we went seperate way. Dan met Zana while i'm on my way to meet Mary and the gang at Yishun. Met the Cheeky Sister. Haha!

Next outing... Lets see.. Ohh today!!

Today after school spend time with my nonsense people. Haha! J.CO with Farid (Abang), Bainah, Huda, Dan and Sani. We chill there as if we were talking about business because there's coffee and hot chocolate look so formal but actually we were happily bitching!! Hahaha!! Fun you know!! We so gonna do it again! No more hypertension McD. Next, J.CO baby!! Haha! Oh not to forget, we ate 4 donuts each so you can imagine us eating 4 donuts and having headache and stomach ache at the same time. Haha!! Coolness! :)

Next, met Kak Jen, Utt and Nani. After accompany Kak Jen break we went to Kak Jen workplace and spend our whole time at her place. Free games. Never in our life spend almost the day at Arcade until the shopping mall close!!! Haha! Yes, we played till 10+. Hehe! Fun!! I'm super addicted to Guitar Hero okay!! Haha!! We going do it again next week okay??!! :D

Last but not least. A few pictures of me. Hehe! The shade credits to Dan and cap to Razi. Haha! And its The day i went out with Zana, Dan, cuzzy mieza bby, Roi (mieza fren), Harlena and Razi and Azri. Before anything, Congrats Azri for winning the freestyle u deserve it okay. Train harder for the world champion! :)

Bye babies!! I wanna sleep!! :)

P.S Salah kau Salah Kau, ninja turtle bapak kau! Haha!!

P.Ss SUMPAH AKU RINDU KAU OKAY!

bye. :)

2009-10-25T02:56:00.004+08:00

Coach Martha! She was angry with me actually! hehe

We are the champion!!

I was nervous during face off!!

Ayu! :)

Yes, ITESC!! We won champion!! WoohoOO~!! Im loving it even though i wasnt concentrating on the game actually and i kinda suck at it the last game. Hehe!! But, we won!! That's important!! Hehe!!! Congrats girls!! We had good team spirit!! Fight, Fun, Finished! Now, Fought, Fun, Famous!! Haha!!

Chantelle, Mary and Shawna

Me and Utt!! Cool!!

We jump till sweat!

Kental!!!

Just for this baby of mine, Happy 19th birthday and we known each other for 9 damn long years!
A friend like you always be there for me.
I will always be there for you too Utt!
Happy Birthday and enjoy!
:D

I had good time with them, Cheekiez Club!! Lotsa laughter here and there!! I want more!! Ehk! I want more outings! Hehe!!!

Tc babies! :D

2009-10-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

School life rocks only your friends are around. Haha! Anyway, there's lotsa picture but i dont know why i cant upload. Haiz! Take care! Tmr ITESC Tournament! Argh!!

2009-10-11T23:21:00.006+08:00

On Friday i went out accompany Eqa for interview. Supposedly its Utt and I dating day that day. Haha! But as a good friend, i accompany Eqa. Haha! Thank God i ask her to text me when she wanna go out if not i will be 1 gundu waited her at platform for 1 hour! Haha.

After her LONG interview we went to meet Utt and Ain. Since Utt with Ain, i change my date. I date Eqa for that day. It was damn funny but awkward! Haha!! We went town to have dinner. Met Mar and Yati. Do some catch up with Mar. As per usual, Mar an her HOT HOT story. Haha!! So cool. Hahaha!!

To be frank im super lazy to update. So lets the picture tell it all. Hehe!

My Date of the day, Eqa!! haha

Yati, Utt, Mar, Fan and Eqa

Candid! My face expression like WOW! haha

Super candid! We didnt know they taking picture!

Ok night readers! :)

2009-10-05T23:52:00.003+08:00

This post was supposedly on Sunday.

Today I learnt something bout death. Something u can't be predict.
Only God knows when and where He will take u away from your love ones.
How rich are you, the only thing that you bring in there is all your
deeds that you have done in this world. Different people had a
different luck there.

When the dead body being brought up in the house, I can't hold back my
tears. Looking at my aunt crying helplessly. Nothing can be done.
What more when my cuzzen came in the house and cried " he's gone mom"
crying and can't stop. I can't help myself too cried.

When the body reached the house, when it enter not only my aunt cried,
everybody in the house cried. The situation was full of sadness.
Nobody can do anything just watch the body with the white cloth all
around him. When I look at him, the only thing that made me confidence
enough to knw he dead was that his nose stuff with cotton. I cried
with the rest of the family members.

It made me learnt at any age God can take our live anytime anyday. It made
me think what i had done in the past and present. I did alot of sinful things
towards God, parents, family members or even my friends. What's my luck after death?
Is there heaven for me? Will i repent before my death? Somehow with that situation,
it made me repent for awhile somehow. I experience something sad that i won't forget
the rest of my life.

There only 1 thing i know, today he's gone to meet God. 1 day it's mine and yours too.
Only God knows when.

Ya Allah ampunkan la dosa2 abg sedara ku ini.
Semoga Kau, Ya Allah letak kn dia di tempat
orang orang yang beriman. Amin.

Today i lost somebody that i won't forget and he will never return back.

2009-10-03T00:21:00.002+08:00

Haney

Haney, Nana n Fan! Haha

I swear, i still can't forgot how Fatin fall slow motion off the board during training! Haha!!
I want more Central training!! I'm in love with trainings!!! :D

I met this lady here, Shawna. (You want me put your chinese name here too?) Haha!! Supposedly our plan is to go to the zoo. But since this lady here had something on at school so we end up chill at yishun. Oh not to forget, thanks to Utt if not i will be waiting this lady for 3 hours doing nothing and stuck at Yishun. Haha!! Yes, she broke Utt record. The most i waited for Utt almost 2 hours. So congrats you broke Utt record ayy. Haha! Thank God i was kinda patience that day. Hehe! No la joking.

So anyway, we end up chilling at Yishun McD. Later Cuz Nana, Adi and Fel(?) joined us. As others said, the more the merrier. That Yishun McD is like our Father outlet. We laughed so loudly that i think people do get irritated by us. Hehe!

We taught Shawna how to speak malay. All those nonsense malay. She speak so slow and some sound so wrong and we laugh quite hard!! Haha!! But the whole night topic was Shawna chinese name. Hehe! Next, we played question game. A game that people can ask you any question not related but you can't answer. Hehe! All of them come out all nonsense question. But it fun and funny! Hehe!! So we left Yishun at 12+. It was a good good good nite!!! :D

Shawna, you still owe me Zoo date and the 10 cents ice stick and Utt wants Adidas watch for her birthday and she doesn't want imitation ones. Haha!!!

Good night readers!!

P.S I see you in my dream later. :D

2009-10-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

Early morning had training and i was late for training. Biasa, Fan kn. Thank God coach or teacher in charge wasn't there. Hehe!! Of cos, we had lotsa fun. Imagine just the floorball girls with their nonsense with nobody in charge how fun it gonna be. Yes, we had lots of laugh here and there. Hehe!

The best part of the day is, we were having game. Just a slack one. Happenly, a FRIEND of mine fell over the boards very superduper slow motion that made all of us laugh like nobody business. Hehe! I was damn near her but i can't stand up to help her as i was flat down laughing. Not only me, the rest of us! Rolling sia. Haha!! Till now, when i think of it i still laugh man. Hehe! Oh man, that was classic.

Later in the afternoon when to meet Eqa Cookie Monster, Dan, Utt, Ain, Aini and Zana. It been long long time i last met Eqa. Hehe! We did some catch up and of cos laughing. She made me wait for her almost 1 hour anyway! Da uat slh dgn aku pandai pgl aku Yang!! Haha. Anyway, my stomach hurts so much today. I had good laugh and people surrounding me made me laugh like toot man! Haha! Eqa and I had the same thinking that if we were to laugh so hard everyday we will become bubbly and abs will be the score. Hehehe!! And yes, tonight is a good good night! :D

P.S I can't wait for later man!!! :D

2009-09-28T19:37:00.002+08:00

Hey ho let's go. Hehe. Currently I'm at esplanade having a good rest here. Yeah I'm not well since home will be noisy so I decided to slack at esplanade library with Dan. Hehe. I think tmr I will be working since I will be taking off on wed n thursday so I rather work tmr. Hehe. I'm going back soon. Particularly I'm bored. Haha. Ok I'm bored! :D

2009-09-27T23:25:00.003+08:00

The other day meet up Bai, Fahmi, Tasha and Aini at Lot 1. Bump into these 2 ladies. I swear they look like PL from the 1st time i saw them but they are not! haha! Each of them have their own boyfriend but they look so good together. Haha!! Ok2, i'm being lame. It been long time i last met them. Even though we're not that close but we can hangout together. Did some ctach up here and there. I miss them anyway. Haha!! And i told them, if you ladies want to have threesome i wanna be the 3rd person. Haha! But, i was joking. :D

Last but not least. Let's be excited with me. :D

P.S I miss Aisyah Ruby Baby man!!! And Mar bila mau chilling sia?!! Haha

2009-09-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

I FEEL LIKE HUGGING YOU,
FACEBOOK!!!!

Haha!! Yes, somehow i miss facebook-ing so bad that i felt like hugging it. So you should know how long i've been not online. Haha! Since it's Hari Raya, practically i'm busy working than Raya-ing. So i've been working 5 days staright. I can't wait for Sunday off day. And of cos Saturday baby!! Haha!!

I shall go to sleep now as i won't be late for tomorrow. :D

P.S I'm superduper excited for tomorrow! :D

2009-09-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua mohon maaf zahir dan batin!! :D

P.S I'm confused! I'm excited but yet worry for both parties. Oh shit!

2009-09-18T01:09:00.002+08:00

when out with Cuzzy, Dan, Utt and Nina. Nina went off early and left 4 of us. It was crazy but yet fun. Haha!! Whatever it is, its a good day today. Fan suka! Haha!! I hope you guys had a good day like mine. :)

P.S I'm jealous but i'm happy that you move on. :D oh!! and i miss you, Fren. :)

2009-09-17T02:00:00.001+08:00

Fan the blue eyed sweater.

Nina lady called me a blue eyed sweater and i add in the Fan. Haha!! I love this picture.
Ok tired and bye! :)

P.S U made me kinda smile! :D

2009-09-15T00:28:00.003+08:00

The other day went iftar-ing with the NDP peeps. Miss them alot. Did some catch up here and there. There's alot of picture so i won't upload here. Most probably you can see at facebook. Haha!! I miss them! Next outing will be paintball!! Funky!!! haha.

I met this lady here, Nina. She's everytime shy here and there. Waduh!! Haha!! Pecah la lu ehk!! Bt it was fun walking survey cck here and there. Oh we did play some stupid game with rock. haha!! Was funny and fun. Haha!! Chill out with you soon! Haha!!

Today training was okay. I fell, hurt my leg and chin! Chin now is in pain. My arms also in pain. Haha!! Oh my!! But after all it was fun but fed up abit but forget about it more training coming up. And not to forget, training and game schedule is out!!! ARGH!!! shit!!!

Need some sleep. Tomorrow working. Nite!

P.S Mom said, "Kalau kau tknk tolong aku, kau tkya raya!!" ALAH!! AKU NAK RAYA!!!

2009-09-14T00:15:00.001+08:00

FAN IS SLEEPY AND FEELING FREAKING UNWELL!

I need a rest. Night!

Tomorrow training! Yesza! :D

P.S Aku rindu lepak dgn Dan, Tasha, Bai and Fahmi dan classmate giler aku!! :(

2009-09-11T00:20:00.002+08:00

As for today plan is, to meet Kak Ju and Mariah for break fasting. Hehe! Since i'm not gonna stay long at home as per usual. Plan to meet Dan and hang around at Esplanade library. 3 days straight i'm at esplanade library. It's a nice place to chill okay. I like!! Hehe!!

So chill around till 3+ Dan left to meet his sister so i was all alone at the library. But thanks to Nina accompanied me through msn. Webcam with her. Being nonsense is normal. But it was great. Nina, Happy see my hair? Haha!! 5+ left library and went to meet Mariah and Ju at Tanah Merah.

Indeed i was late. Biasa kata Fan mana pernah on time confirm lambat. Haha!! We break fast at Popeye T1. It was fun with them. Funny like shit. Especially Ju. Cakap mashed potato basi complaint2 end up habes. Pecah sia! Haha! We did some catch up here and there. I miss their nonsense honestly cos only both of them i can bully. Haha!! Mariah, when starbuck-ing uh? Hehe!!

Met Dan again at Raffles. Hang around for awhile. Dan can't find his Garlic cheese bread at 7-11. Haha! Kecoh la lu. Haha! As per usual, going back with Dan we do silly things. Singing in the train. Play game, then sing laugh here n there. Disturbing people sleeping. Kutuk-ing. Washing eyes. All that, normal! haha!!

Okay, tmr is gonna be a fun day!! I like!! NDP iftar-ing! Haha!! Tak sabar sey!! Meet the peeps. Gonna have a good laugh till stomach ache thats why i always love them. Hehe!! Utt and Ain will joined. What more can i ask? Haha!! :P Besok pecah perut sey!! haha!!

Below all the picture of the day! Woohoo~!!

Mariah

Dan

Webcam

Raffles to be love

Before i forget. To Miss Nina, i love your hair but i don't do salsa dan berdansa. Haha! Ok bye! :D

2009-09-08T01:35:00.004+08:00

It been awhile since i update. Hehe! I'm practically busy with life. Actually nothing much just the same routine almost everyday. But indeed i enjoyed. Haha!!

Working nowadays was per normal. But there new colleague. I shall not complaint with work. But it was normal running here and there under the hot sum while you fasting. You know, i can't rant how the ice-cream is the biggest temptation because guest enjoyed cold drinks and ice cream when the sun is striking hot while all you can do is see and said it, i want cold water when i want to break my fast. And so, TADAAA!! I had lots of ice cream this few days. Haha! Oh and yar, i always can take the heat when working on last Sat i couldn't. I like bbq-ed and it was freaking hot hot hot weather. So i took half day. But it took so long to think to break my fast at 3. Pfft! But i do think it's worth it. It's either i faint or break my fast early. So i think, i did the right choice. Hehe!!

The other Utt and myself saw this guy with super cool hairstyle and style. The important was his hairstyle. So we purposely sat infront of him in the mrt just to see his hair. After that when we alight, our itchy hand. Ok wrong. Utt's itchy hand what we did is, we tried to do it. So it was almost. I do think it's nice in picture but it's not in reality check. Haha!! I felt abit stupid and too stylish la for the moment. Utt continued with the hair all the way but i halfway took it out. Cannot atke i felt there something at my forehead. Haha! Ok see below for the picture. I didn't had Utt picture. Hehe!! And the problem of the picture is, I didn't smile. PFFT!!

Ok, on the same day i met Dan and Tasha and Bai and Fahmi at Geylang. I swear, till know i had enough of geylang. I think i had Geylang face already. So anyway after breaking fast we walked around and we stop at this shop selling ezlink stickers and poster. So i found what i wanted for a very long time.

Yes!! Torres ezlink stickers. Haha!! I was too excited that i send MMS to Utt just to show off which she didn't even care. PFFT! But i'm happy enough! Haha!!

Teacher's day went back to CSS. Surprisingly, none of my ex classmate came back. I just got to know Dennis is i camp. Haha!! Oh and i hand around with Wankie and Cyla at school till i met the 2 ladies. Midah and Mairah my MnM. Hhaha!! Still the same. Still lots of nonsense. And i love them. :) I miss them.

Last but not least, I LOVE THIS CUZZEN OF MINE!!! :)

2009-08-29T01:29:00.003+08:00

The Floorball mates made a Birthday surprise for me. It was so a memorable ones. Yeah, i got that Nike Free shoe. Khekhe! Thanks bebeh for the gift and cakes. There's alot of pictures but i upload a few. The gift is a must to show. Haha!! Anyway just for your info i have to light up 2 cnadles for the cake. Haha! Coach is not a good liar. Should see her face. Haha! And i'm enjoying my new show and G shock watch! :D

Just a random edit! :D

2009-08-25T01:23:00.003+08:00

The song stuck at my head!!!

Benar dikau ku cinta setiap detik ku puja

kau sering perhatiku

sambil belai rambut mu~..

2009-08-24T01:14:00.003+08:00

I think i was playing soccer.

Some photos that Shikin took!

Sorry for the late update. Was kinda busy sleeping. Haha! Oh before i forget. I shall wish Happy Birthday to my dear classmate Dil a.ka Minah Emo Gothic a Happy 19th Birthday. Haha!!

On my birthday Dil wish me in facebook. I was touched by her words actually. Haha! These what she type, FAN! Happy 19th birthday, soon ku nye turn! guess what(i wanna confessing something), actually kan, eversince aku asyik nampak kau kat ite simei, class sebelah2. actually, ku nk buat kwn ngan kau. but aku paisey sia. LOL. then register Higher Nitec kau pun ade. tk sangke kau in same class as aku. & aku was hoping so lah! hehehehe! Finally kite same class after 2 years. hahaha. So anyway, enjoy your day k. aku tk bully kau for A DAY je k. haha. See you soon beb! stop it with that "perangai nonsense" LOL. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!

Same shirt with Utt!! This was 21st August.

Touching kan ny Minah!! For so long you wait to make friend with me, atlast you did. Haha!! I'm gonna be your classmate for the next 2 years babeh!! Haha!

So anyway, the update of the man of the house. I'm just ignoring him for the moment. So let it be until there something important that i talk to him.

On the 22nd, i went out to study with Tasha. I studied at National Library. Tasha happily playing my PSP. While i busy with lappy studying. Then after a while. Nana joined. Then Dan joined. Then, Nana and Tasha left for awhile to i don't know where. But i think parkway. haha! Left me and Dan. Shared with him all the birthday wishes from the classmate. Then we left library around 6+ then meet Tasha at the ground floor.

I got this feeling of breaking fast at Boat Quay. So we walked there. We break our fast quite late. We settle down at some Mama coffee shop. It was so chilling the place not alot of people and it's like only 3 groups of Malays. So chilling right. So then hang out at Boat Quay. Even though it seem bored but i had fun than stuck at home. Haha!! Oh anyway the best birthday gift frm Tasha and Nana,

This watch was super cool. I like the colour okay!! Super striking. You shall see the watch first from far then me. Haha!! The watch had this super cool function like, auto light on. Haha! I haven't find some other cool thing. But it super cool. Thanks Tasha and Nana. So the birthday list was strike. I want iTouch and Nike Sport Shoe. And Mom aggreed to top up any amount for my iTouch. Haha!! Next month babeh!! Next month!! Haha!!

Ok anyway. I'm super looking forward for Wednesday training. We plan to breakfast with the Floorball peeps. First time and i can imagine the havoc. Haha!! Oh yar, Tuesday will be POL-ITE selection training at McPherson. I do think i'm going due to, i want go Geylang after that!! Haha! Let see how!! Haha! Take care people. I wanna sleep or rest. Haha! Nites

2009-08-22T01:29:00.002+08:00

On this special day the man of the house stomp into my room due to me returning home late at 1 am. He stomp and start scolding and he said this, " Your are too much! I feel like punching you!!" and kept on repeating and worst of that, that i don't think had to blog in here. Seriously i felt sad and lost the sense of love towards my whole family. It's my birthday. I had a sweet sweet friend sending me home just to surprise me with a gift and my birthday is once in a year. I'm 19! Why can't i get the freedom. I know my limits. If one day i die, it's either i die hanging myself or being murdered by one of my family member. Let's see what happen the whole day. Shall update about it.

Anyway, the happy part of the day is, Tasha and Nana bought the G Shock watch that i was eying for even though i want that Adidas but it's almost the same! Still, i'm happy!! Lost of words. So much thanks to them. Sayang korang okay. But still i want iTouch. Hehe!!! So i got a new watch!!! Lalalalalallalalala!! BLUE COLOUR SOME MORE!!!! Haha!! Later i would take lotsa picture with that watch okay.

To those wish me just now, thanks so much and to the muslims, Happy Fasting!
Ok night people. :)

P.S I thanks Allah for giving me friends that can make me happy and be myself. Dear Allah, please take good good care of my friends that i love. Hope that they are always be safe in anywhere they are. Please bring them happiness in their life and their well-beings. Amin!

2009-08-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

1st of all, Happy 19th Birthday Raddy!! Da tua okay? Haha! with you all the best in life okay? Hope you succeed in life. :)

Today was so no motive day for me. I went to school with no motive. Dan asked to bring extra shirt. I brought but didn't use it. No motive. I came class earlier as i had breakfast with Bai at City Hall. McDonalds breakfast. Soon fasting so, let's grab breakfast. Hehe! That one also no motive so suddenly. Came for class with no motive too. Meet Tasha and Nana i felt so no motive went out.

Supposedly to accompany Nana serached for sneakers but than i didn't follow got motive but i felt no motive so i went meet a friend of mine. Hang Out. Talked and tadaa. Went back home. No motive right??

Went home still no motive suddenly felt like helping bro with his music video. So i help. All out sey! Make very nice so that he could get A for his project. See, how good sister i am. Haha!! After all i got no motive typing this. haha!!! Ok done. Bye!!

P.S I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS!!! This include, Kentots, NDP peeps, ITE Simei friends and those who is my friend okay??!! Haha. (Still no motive) OK BYE!

Oh before that, check my music!! Got new songs!! Haha!!!

iTouch, iTouch

i want

iTouch!!!

2009-08-19T00:34:00.003+08:00

AKU SUPER DUPER FAN,
IS
SUPER DUPER SLEEPY!!!

It was nice meeting you today anyway!! :)
and stop showing off your new Adidas watch!!! Haha!!
Bye!! Update soon!! :)

P.S Finally, my mp4 is no longer working!!! pfftt!!
iTocuh, iTouch
I want iTouch~!!!!
Mama please!!

2009-08-15T23:07:00.004+08:00

Friday was a sleepy day but yet entertaining. Hehe!! I came early to school due to i don't want be late for make up test in the afternoon. So after class i hang around with the same people that i love to be. Thanks to Dan that he brought his laptop so we went webcam again! :D

Dan, Zul Black

3/4 of my classmate

This the usual people that i hang around with. Without them the class will be boring. Hehe!! So these people kept me entertain till now. Facebook is full of nonsense with photos of them being tagged by either Dan and Me. Hehe!!

Make up test was okay. I can answer few question and due to not enough time, i still do it anyhow. Even though i got the time to search the answer. Hehe! After that, went training for awhile. Training on Friday was only Mira, Tasha, Nana and coach and a teacher in charge. I came late 430. So by the time they just playing mini game. Tiring okay!! I played like one shit. Hehe!! I can't concentrate because the test question still played on my mind. Mind you, i'm not a good defender cum keeper. Haha!!!

As for today, Saturday i plan to study. So Dan and Tasha joined. We went National Library. Tasha read a book while me and Dan was studying while online at Facebook. Haha!! Facebook more than studying. Hoho!! Still bored. Dan used his own laptop to webcam himself while i did mine. Hehe!!

See told you studying is bored for me. I think i have to study alone. Maybe tomorrow to the library! Hmm~!!

So anyway, on the way exit we took the lift down and it was pack. So on the way to the 1st level, a man behind Tasha fart. I look at Tasha and Tasha look at me and we tried to control our laugh so do Dan. But i can't help myself so i just giggle away. When the lift door open to the 1st floor everybody was rushing out i do think because maybe the smell. So the 3 of us giggle all the way to the exit after exit the door we laugh the hell out. Haha!! The man or to be exact was Apek. He fart steadily and doesn't even feel the sense of ashamed.Oh my!!

Tasha and I proceed to Tampines after that. Met Bai and Fahmi we watched Floorball game. I need to learn to be a Defender so a good chance for me. RP played well so do Storm. I was on both side party. I like the way RP defender. Storm they had many shots but it's either being block or missed. So either way both played their best i can see. Hehe!!

So my day full of laughter actually. Dan and I favourite thing to do inside train is sing and we look who notice us then we laugh. Stupid but yet funny for us. This what they called own entertaining. Hehe! That's all for today. I got phase test on Monday. Pressure!! Meeting Eiira on Tuesday!! Training on Wednesday. I need Thursday off day. Maybe Friday training again. Saturday is 1st day fast!! Haha!!

OK NITES!

2009-08-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

Have you seen any watch like either above and below picture it's in Gold Black. I prefer Baby G or G Shock one okay. Few months back i saw it, i want it but it was kinda expensive and now i'm on the search since i do think i need a new watch for myself. Hehe!! My own birthday present perhaps. Haha!! If anybody seen it, please do tell me. I want it.

I'm asking Mom and Dad for iTouch. Haha!! My mp3 is dying soon. I think if he can talk, he would said, "Fan get replacement please i won't last long!!". For almost 5 years i've been using that mp3 so i think i shall get one though. Hehe!! So i've been planning to get iTouch. If anybody would surprise me with this, I WOULD BLOODY SHIT LOVE U OKAY!!! Haha!!

The truth is, i'm not excited about my birthday how i use to feel it before it's like, yar i know next week my birthday. But i'm happily go around telling people next week my birthday. I just want to get the feeling but bluergh i don't. Pathetic. I'm just excited that fasting month coming and next month Hari Raya. I don't know why but i'm excited. hehe!! Back to topic, i don't feel like being surprise of my birthday. I'm actually looking forward about the date 22 as i believe it's my lucky number. :D

I'm being random today okay??!! Bye!

If we were together, we would be 2 years in another 1 week.
If we were together, i got something look forward for.
If we were together, i guess i'm skipping training on Friday.
If we were together, i'm busy now searching for a gift.
If we were together, i'm here not typing this but talking to you on the phone.
How i wish, i we were together back.

I randomly missing you nowadays. Yeah, we move on. You have dates, i have crushes. But i do think we happy with each other life right friend? :)

2009-08-10T02:49:00.000+08:00

1st of all, Happy National to the Singaporean. Okay a belated Nationla Day okay. haha!

2nd, I'm tired due to work. Run here and there and please plus the hot weather. And guest today was S*ehem ehem*CK.

3rd, i just got back home from meeting my best cousin, Mieza, Ira (Mieza fren), Tasha and Dan. I reach home at 145 am! Miss the last train. Took the last bus from City Hall. Drop at Jurong East and walk to Chinese Garden and took taxi from there to home. And tomorrow i'm working at 9 am mind you!!!

Lastly,
AKU GELI TGK BAPOK STEP SEXY DEPAN MATS KAT CITY HALL TADI!!!! Aku tk kesah kau bapok tapi please jgn step sexy!! Sumpah aku geli!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok night!

2009-08-08T00:52:00.004+08:00

As i predict NDP celebration start at 830 am but i and Dan will come 1 hour later. Haha!! See true enough. Sleepy morning to start but funny shit is, early morning i have this feeling that tomorrow is Hari Raya. Yar, i'm in a total crappy mood today. Haha!

Back to the story. So enter class like nothing smile at Tng take temperature everything. Then Tng have this NDP Quiz who answer correct get Lollipop. So i'm trying to make myself wake up i answered all question but out of all 2 correct. Haha!! Dan, Me, Ricky and some of the rest happily shouting answer cross the class. So yar, 2 lollipop happily sucking at my mouth all the way.

Actually my intention came to school was to take my make up test but most of us have no mood to take. Thought of going to Chang and tell him that postpone. While brainstorming with the rest, messsage send from Chang was test cancel. So yes, i felt like a waste of time coming to school but i enjoyed and anyway i promise Surya to help her assignment. So yar it's okay and i don't regret coming because i saw YOU. :D

After school slack with classmate and Tasha join in. Meet Surya at McD then to Tampines Starbuck did her assignment. Help her around and it's good having her around so i can someone to debate with over childish things. Hehe! But good you know! In class i with Dil. Floorball with Surya. Cool ayy!!

Thought of going home after chelping Surya but i end up meeting Dan and slack with him and Tasha at Marina and Esplanade Library. For serious shit i got irritated with Esplanade Library wireless. I can't be connected to the wireless like BLOODY HELL!!!! So i gave up and watch American Pie i grab from Surya hard disk. Hehe!!

Even though after watching i'm still bored to death. So in another way to make me entertain,

Webcam!!

So yar that's all for the day and i'm working tomorrow! Haiz! Nights baby!! Astalavistababy!!

2009-08-07T03:12:00.002+08:00

I watch all 3 Van Wilder movies. Something like American Pie but not too much of it. But still, funny!! Haha!! And note, above 18 only wokey!! ;) And if he Van Wilder i should be Fan Wonder. Or much better Fan Wilder. *kening naik naik*

It's 3+ in the morning and i'm still wide awake! I don't feel sleepy and my whole room is warm even though fan at speed number 3. Blame the weather people. Blame the weather.

I shall sleep as tomorrow class start at 830 with some stupid celebration. and I'm having make up test at 10. And yes, champion tk gy test kne uat make up test. Padan muka aku! Haiz! Bye!

2009-08-06T12:19:00.000+08:00

I got 1 week MC due to fever. Due to my stupid thinking, i told the doctor i have cough, flu and sore throat which i don't have. So the Doc tor gave me 1 week MC. If not, i think only few days. So i'm happily skipping class with valid letter. Hehe!! To my classmate, tahan okay dengan cikgu uzur korang! Hehe!!

Yesterday we had game. The fever was still there but not that bad. Fever not fever i'm still going for game. Since i'm sick i easily tired. I realize when i'm in court i'm like the joker to Tasha and Surya. Once i step in to play both of them will watch me and laugh due to my Kan Chiong. Thanks ehk korg. Sayang sama korg. Haha!!

After bath everything when McD with Tasha and Surya and met Dan there. We eat, we crap, we laugh. Hehe!! Normal things. Dan and me share stories about our classmate with Tasha and Surya. We let Surya know our classmate names. Yar, those Abg J, Abang, Along and stuff. Dil, lau kau baca kau paham kn. Those names and i think today Dan will show Surya who is who. Haha!!

Easy to say, i go no motive to blog but i feel like typing and i'm excited. Ruby, mana kau? Cepat call aku!!! And to the others meet you guys later!!! And which should i head?? Simei or Tamp?? Shit!