I felt very sad after i took my leave home. I don't know why. I just feel like that. I'm super sad and super missing you. I miss your kisses and hug. Easily, i miss the old days. The old days full with laughter, smile and a little bit of tears. I miss the days where you said to me that you miss us having stupid arguments. For months we didn't have any arguments. I smiled because that was the most enjoying months i had with you. If i could stop time, i would replay on that part. Pictures plays important part in my memory.

Everyday i daydream to have you back into my life and continue this relationship. But i can only just dream on because i knew it won't come true. I dream so many things for us. One day, i just hope that you will just say to me that you want me back but with full on sincerity and no force. I was hoping for that day but it will be only appear in my dream, my beautiful dream. I wish that i just doesn't want to wake up. Just continue with the dream and fly me to heaven.

On my birthday, it's a wonderful day. For this year, i really thought of going the flyer with you. But i guess, i will be going alone. I want be alone. I want to smile, cry, laugh or whatever i just want be alone. It nice to have somebody. But it's pain in the ass to see somebody leave. If i had chance to say this to you again with full sincerity and no regrets, i would like to say I Love You.

I don't want wake up the from my beautiful dream. It's too beautiful to wake up and let me fly to heaven.

I type what i felt right now.

♥Fann 10:30 PM