I’m very complicated right now. After one problem gone, another come. You know how complicated I am? Sometime I’m just petrified to come to school. Why? These problems kept haunting me everywhere. I’m just so scared to go to school. I’m scared. I live in fear. I’m just so sad. I’m very sad why people keep giving me problems. It so complicated. I feel like run away. Yet, the problems still there to haunt me.
Sometime I think I feel like selling my HP and did not turn up for school. You want to know why? 1st, not all my friends have my home number. 2nd, they won’t be able to find me. 3rd, I will live in peace. All I want right now is my old life. Where I had all my peace. Right now, it’s so complicated. I hate this life.
I pray to God that I want to have my peace back. I don’t this anymore. It’s just too hard for me. How should I handle it? Where my studies will be and where my friends will be. It’s so hard. Oh God! Wake me up!! Tell me that these are all a dream. God!! But then, it’s reality. Haiz~.. I’m sad!!
♥Fann 5:54 PM